dec. 7, 2006 at 8:36 a.m. will be the worst day of my life. when I received a phone call from my son’s school that he had an accident.a bench or table fell on him…i was in total shocked. i just simply don’t know what to do…my world seems tumbling down. it’s impossible. it can’t be - not to my baby boy. i took a cab going to bangkok hospital because i can’t drive that moment…i’m losing my mind. the hospital is only 18 kilometers away from my home but it seems it took me ages to reach there. luckily, my husband’s office is near the hospital but that time he’s having a very important meeting…for him-family comes first..meeting is over. he rushed to the hospital to be with our baby boy. he keeps on telling me that he’s fine and i don’t need to worry but in my mind … he’s lying. i need to see my baby. at the emergency room…there’s my baby boy - waiting for me…just to hold his little hands and hug him before they inject the anaesthesia and start the minor surgery. tears already dry, and now he’s smiling to me…the sweetest smile…giving me the assurance that everything is fine. i started to cry again. he showed me that he’s now a big boy and he can handle the pain…while the doctor is treating his wound - he even told me that he wants his stitches like a cross stitch so he can show it to his friends that he got a special tattoo. he got 6 stitches on his left leg (just above his ankle) nothing serious as what my baby told me. what a relief !!! but sad to say …no taekwondo for him for the next 3 weeks…so he will miss the belt promotion exams at the end of the month. anyway, that’s fine with me. what is important - he’s safe and sound…at least for now, my nightmare is over.

my dear awie, i’m so proud of you but promise me don’t grow up so fast…i love you very much……mama